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I’m slowly starting to try new things fashion wise

I’m losing that fear that I’m going to get made fun of that still burns from high school. I’m doing makeup in ways I’ve been wanting to but have always thought, “No, but what if someone says something.” I’m looking for clothes that make me feel comfortable and represent myself. 

And I’m finally truly grasping that I can have different styles and still be me. I can dress in my ratty beat up boots and tousle my hair and do my makeup like a rocker one day and follow it up in my kitten heels, kill her red lips and a delicate dress the next. I am not in the same mood everyday and I shouldn’t have to dress myself or do my makeup like I am just because people assume you have to fit one image. 

If anyone would like to say anything negative about that, they can write it down and read it every morning instead of talking to me. I’m done carrying the weight of other people’s expectations when they hold no value in my life. 

I’m having pleasurable thoughts about my characters

joygasmgemini:

I am trying to force my writing drive to return to at least partial capacity. I’m getting ideas. Having conversations. I’m remembering whats it like. 

Thank the merciful gods. 

I get my manuscript back the 24th and I can’t wait to work with the edited product and start trying to develop query letters. I feel that this dream is a few inches from my fingertips and I’m getting closer. 

Aww thanks Emily! I really can’t wait to see it. I bought a notebook and pens too, so hopefully that’ll help put my ass in gear.

I’m having pleasurable thoughts about my characters

I am trying to force my writing drive to return to at least partial capacity. I’m getting ideas. Having conversations. I’m remembering whats it like. 

Thank the merciful gods. 

I get my manuscript back the 24th and I can’t wait to work with the edited product and start trying to develop query letters. I feel that this dream is a few inches from my fingertips and I’m getting closer. 

as-warm-as-choco:

jonnnyariga:

uh Hi everyone!! i know this is  kind of out of no where but this is my good friend Ashley. I love her so much and she’s such a fun,loving person, and she needs help. She’s been fighting aplastic anemia for over 2 years and she recently lost her hair due to chemotherapy, and she’s only 15. For those of you who don’t know, aplastic anemia is a condition in the bone marrow where its unable to make enough white blood cells, red blood cells, and platelets. Its very similar to leukemia. It has caused her to miss a numerous amount of school, and she has had to undergo many surgeries and doctors appointments. In fact, she is unable to return to school for the rest of the year. she’s been gone since December.

Because of her condition, she can’t be out in the sun, take the stairs, and she gets very nauseous easily. If she has to be outside for a long time, she needs a wheelchair. At school I had to ride the elevator with her and make sure she was okay every so often.

Unfortunately, her family is unable to pay for the treatment she desperately needs. I don’t know if this will work, but I was hoping that if i posted this, some people on tumblr would help donate. The money would go towards a bone marrow transplant. It costs $10,000 and so far they have only made about $1,300.

Please im asking this as her friend and someone who cares about her. If you could just signal boost this or even donate a dollar it would mean so much to me and her family as well.

Donation for Transplant

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There’s only about a month left until this campaign closes so please help.

Thank you so much.

REBLOG THIS ! You can save Ashley’s life… I know we can do it ! It’s only $10,000… It’s nothing for tumblr ! WHERE ARE THE NOTES!

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